I’m seriously so disappointed in myself. I think it’s because I didn’t get my period for 2 months because my prescription for birth control ended 3 months ago and because I was on it for 3 years, it fucked my hormones up badly not taking it for 3 months. So this whole week I’ve been binging before and during my period, which I finally got two days ago.
I’ve also gained 5 pounds back, but 2 or 3 might just be water weight from getting my period. Hopefully.
I’m just so mad at myself… I set a goal that I wanted to lose at least 20 pounds before the One Direction concert, which is in 4 days. And I’ve managed to not even lose 20 pounds, but gain 5 back.
I’m just upset that I let you guys down… you’re all so supportive and I feel like I’ve given up. And now that I want to start my track to healthy eating again, I don’t know where to begin.
Fuck.Posted 12 months ago · 1 note